“ ‘… you need consistent brain activity to maintain a hitcher. Once you die, the hitcher is gone.’ Like a phone number you’re trying to remember, Mira thought. You have to hold it with thought, and if you lose it you never get it back.” (“Bridesicle”)
The most disturbing thing about this story to me was not the reanimation of frozen dead bodies—it was the idea of “hitchers.” I think it’s interesting in the way it asks us to look at our definition of life, and what it means to be alive. I also appreciate the way it address issues of trust, guilt, and privacy. As a thematic element, it is intriguing. But the thought of the reality of it terrifies me. For as long as I can remember, my biggest fear has not been snakes or spiders or clowns; it has been mind readers. The idea of my thoughts no longer being private horrifies me, and so it was jarring in this story to see people voluntarily allowing others to “hitch” themselves to their subconscious.
It was strange, I thought, that it was never explained exactly how the “hitching” process works. I understand that this is fictitious world, but this idea of the transferring of consciousness seems to me to delve into the realm of fantasy. I guess what it comes down to is whether or not one believes in a soul. Is there a part of us that exists beyond our physical bodies? That which makes us “who we are” and forms our personalities, thoughts, and feelings? To me, it’s all just synaptic firings—when those stop, I don’t think there’s any “person” left to be transferred. The way it’s described in the story, it’s as if there is the whole other consciousness of a person living inside of you—but how is this transferred?
What interested me about the above passage was that it hinted at an alternative explanation for the “hitchers”—they’re just memory. Could it be that they’re just a psychological trick that people play on themselves to keep their loved ones living on? It seems implausible, maybe, but it’s no less plausible than transferring someone else’s consciousness into one’s own. Is this a coping mechanism then for the death of a loved when, a way to keep them “alive” in one’s memory? Mira would obviously have preferred not to have her mother intruding into her thoughts, but took her on as a hitcher out of guilt, only to have their new relationship drive her to suicide.
The above quotation also causes me to wonder how it is that the “dead” maintain their personalities while cryogenically frozen. If the can’t retain their hitcher after death, how is it that they maintain their own selves after death? It seems as if again the author is arguing that the personality exist separately from the body. The personality survives despite a lack of consistent brain activity, despite the body being killed time and time again. In Mira’s case, the personality survives in order to be reunited with her love, arguing that there are some forces that transcend life itself.